Stories

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“Life here has been okay. I played outside and did all the kid shit that we did back in our day. My kids just go to school and play on the internet nowadays. They stay in the house because of the Covid stuff. I think the neighborhood gets a bad wrap but I got a 21 year old that graduated from school. I got a 15 year old that’s going to and she’s going to. I got a 6 year old, too, and she’ll graduate, too.

I had my first when I was sixteen.It was the best thing that ever happened to me. It saved my life because I was going down a bad path. You know how it is when you’re young. My mom never let me out of the house and I went buckwild. I ended up getting pregnant and taking care of my daughter and then moved on and got a job and my own spot. That’s basically it.

When I found out that I was pregnant, I was scared but happy. I never really felt a part of my family, so I knew I was about to have my own little family and unconditional love.My relationship with my kids is great. I couldn’t ask for a better relationship. It’s just more about me focusing on getting me together. I’m staying with my granny and I’m just trying to get a stable and safe place for us to live. I’d like to start on my education again. I have a special needs six year old, so I’d love to work with special needs kids. 

My six year old has a developmental delay and he has a shunt that drains his spinal fluid off of his brain and his left kidney doesn’t work. He’ll be walking this year for the first time and he just started singing. He loves YouTube. He’s been able to work the phone since he was one. He’s taught himself how to talk through singing. He’s come a long way. He wasn’t supposed to live, let alone walk or talk, so I’m too pumped right now.

Having my own family’s pretty much been my dream and I got that right now. I’ve got good kids and they have good heads on their shoulders. My daughter just started a job at GE and my fifteen year old does what he can to help my granny. He wants to be a barber. My six year old will probably be a drummer or a singer. 

We need a little bit more love instead of all of this meanness in the world. If there was a lot more love and a lot less of that, the world would be a happier place.” - Becky, Portland

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“I’ve been here for about four years. I went to school at Valley and switched over to PRP - that’s where I graduated from. I’m not from here. I came here from Illinois and just came down here. My mom came down here for rehab after she was released from prison. I was in foster care and all that. Now, I have a baby on the way and I’m doing good. I got a little job and I’m taking care of these dogs and getting ready to have some puppies. I’m trying to live life and stay out of the way from all of this stuff. Yesterday, I heard that someone got shot a couple of blocks from here and I had to hurry up and get home. I heard the shots and I had to get from over there.

Before going into foster care, my brother and I was out here living on our own for a long time. We had a three-story house to ourselves when I was fourteen. One day my mom came and the police came up in there and told us that she had to go to jail. We didn’t know what was going on. They said that she went to jail for some dude that she wasn’t trying to snitch on. She had to go to jail for almost twelve years and I lost everything. I was so mad. 

Now, I just stay to myself. I got dogs and I put my life into them. I have like six dogs and I just keep going and I’m waiting on my son to come.

I hope I get a good start and do the right shit for my son. I didn’t have my father. My father’s in prison, so I have to try to do this without having an example.”- Keavonte, Shawnee

“The happiest moment of my life was when I realized that I was here with a purpose. Being blind is kind of hard. You can tell I’m blind, right? Being blind makes you think, “What are you here for? What can you do for anybody else in the world?”. When I figured out that I had a purpose in life, that was the happiest moment of my life. 

There was definitely a struggle in finding my purpose. There’s a purpose for being blind. I got surgery that was supposed to make my eyes see better but it didn’t work out like that and it made it worse. I’ve been blind for about twenty years but being blind, I’ve learned alot about life, in general. Being blind doesn’t necessarily mean you can’t see. It just means that you see things differently.

Most people see things right in front of their eyes. I see things differently. Instead of seeing with my eyes, I see with sound. I make a picture of what’s going on in my mind versus what’s outside of my mind. You get a picture of what you see and I get a picture of what I hear. I make it up in my mind based on what I hear. It can be good or bad at times but if all the lights went out in the whole world, I’d still be able to see what’s going on.

Being blind is like you’re in the darkness and when you’re in the darkness with nobody else, it’s kind of hard for you. The hardest thing for me was being alone in the darkness. People are not meant to be alone but with other people. I realize that just because I’m by myself, it doesn’t mean I’m by myself. There are people fighting the same battle and the progress they make benefits me, so I’m not by myself. Not only that, I got God and that’s an invisible part of reality that nobody’s really seeing. It’s easier for a blind person to see God.

I almost had no choice but to be spiritual because I am blind. Part of faith is depending on things that you can’t see but knowing that there’s some type of result, even though you can’t see it - that’s what it is. Being spiritual is everyday life. It’s not abnormal for me but everyday life. 

Don’t let what people judge you by be the result of your whole life. There’s only one person that can stop you from being successful and that’s your own self. So if you really want to see the truth in what you want to be in life, look inside yourself. Take some time to get to know yourself. That’s the best advice I can give anybody in the world.” - Matthew, Shawnee

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“All we want is justice but when you know just as much as them, they don’t like that. They start to get disgruntled and all that. Back in the day, you couldn’t have anything without an army. You couldn’t have a community without an army. You couldn’t have a church without an army. No matter what it is, you have to have some type of protection. African Americans, in general, need to start policing the community and hold the police accountable. If not policing the police, protect yourself by knowing what you can and can’t do and know the laws. We just have to have that knowledge and we’ll be straight. You gotta know what they know. 

We need to start getting in these books. We need to start reading and getting knowledge so that we can know what it is that we can and can’t do. Stop letting people tell what you can and can’t do, you have to know! You need to know your rights, as an American. Americans need to know the law and the constitution and not what the media tells you because there’s a lot of fake news and a lot of propaganda. You need to know for yourself. Knowledge is key, knowledge is power. That’s all people need to know.” - JP, Parkland

Juan, Algonquin

Juan, Algonquin

“I was born and raised in the West, on 41st and Broadway. Shit, my experience here has been lovely, painful, and grateful. It showed me a lot. The hood will either make you or break you. It’s all about what you get out of it. 

Growing up down here, I done seen a lot. I done seen close friends lose their minds to schizophrenia or drugs. People just take the wrong route in life. At the end of the day, I’m grateful because it showed me hustle and it showed me compassion. It showed me how to respect the process. It showed me patience.

This year,  I learned that you have to really love one another, even with COVID. Man, COVID took some people that I would’ve thought had years to live, like never die. It just taught me how to cherish life. My people’s granny died. They were saying that her husband was supposed to go before her. She caught COVID and didn’t want to go on the oxygen tank or the ventilator. It’s crazy. It broke a whole family down. She was the leader, she kept the family together and she’s gone. My whole lil neighborhood’s fucked up.

I’m just trying to stay focused and keep my head forward. I just gotta concentrate on goals. As a nigga from the hood, I wanna own my own business. I’m trying to strive to get my lawn service back crackin’ that right way. I just gotta stay motivated.

Life keeps me motivated. I got two kids, man, and they motivate me. I want them to want for nothing. I don’t want them to go through the struggle I went through or even have to be in the hood and see the struggle. You feel me? I don’t even want them to see the struggle!

The biggest challenge that I face is self-confidence. I have to believe in myself and want it for myself. As a black man, I feel like everything’s already against you, so you have to be confident in everything that you do in life. Stay away from the opinionated. Don’t’ care about people’s opinions because they don’t matter. Nothing’s wrong in your eyes.

Be all you can be and if you can’t change the people around you, you gotta change the people around you. Don’t get caught up in what people think. Be you.” - Juan, Algonquin

Traniece w/ her granddaughter Preston in Chickasaw

Traniece w/ her granddaughter Preston in Chickasaw

“I grew up right in the heart of the West End, on Shawnee Drive. When I became an adult, I purchased a house on the Parkway. I always loved the houses on the Parkway and just wanted to live in a big house on the Parkway and now I do. I grew up pretty well. Even though we lived in the West End and it’s known for poverty, both of my parents had pretty decent jobs, so I had a pretty decent life. I just love the West End. I love the big, beautiful houses, and the community.

Being a black female is a challenge within itself. Growing up, I did not have anyone in my ear talking about going to college because it’s just not what we did. We just got jobs. Our parents worked at Phillip Morris, LG&E, and places like that and did not further their education. I just didn’t have anyone in my ear talking about that. Whereas, at school, I had white friends who knew what their plan was. With that being said, their parents had money saved for them to go to college, whereas my parents did not, well, my dad did not because my mom passed away when I was nine. I didn’t go to college until later in life and now I am forty-four trying to finish up getting my master’s degree. 

I’m a registered nurse and I have my bachelor’s and now I have completed one year of my post master’s nursing in psychiatric mental health nurse practitioner. I want to open up my own practice in the West End so that I can help our community with mental health challenges. One of the problems with the police is that they don’t know how to respond to mental health issues and I want to be out here to do that. 

My community, my family, and my personal goals keep me motivated. It’s not normal. When I was younger and if a kid was on stimulant medication for ADHD, people would automatically think that they’re crazy. There’s this black plague over mental health in the black community. I just want to educate people of the benefits of mental health therapy, counseling, and taking medication to help.

I think we all deal with mental health issues. With my mom dying at such a young age, I was traumatized by death. It’s really hard for me to attend a visitation or a funeral. I have to talk myself up to even attend. We all struggle with mental health issues in different ways. 

When my mother passed, I really didn’t know how to deal with those emotions. That’s part of the problem in our community. We need guidance and to be told that it’s okay to seek help from a provider so that we can learn how to deal with those things. 

Advice to my granddaughter is to get your education, including post-diploma, whether that be a trade or a college degree. It’s very important that we continue to be in the youth’s ears about that. I’m also out here fighting for social justice because I want her to have a better life. She goes out and she chants all day long. She protesting and I’m protesting. 

You can do anything that you want to do. Don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t. Stop wasting time and get it done. Tomorrow’s not promised, so go out there and reach for your goals and reach for the stars. They’ve always told us that we can’t but we can.” - Traniece w/ her granddaughter Preston in Chickasaw

Terry, Russell

Terry, Russell

“When you’re brought up in the church and you become a teenager and go to high school, you start getting away from your faith. I ran into some trouble and anytime I ran into trouble, I would pray and God would deliver. I ended up going to the penitentiary and it got my attention. I had gotten a five-year sentence for the illegal sale of drugs. I obeyed the law when I was locked up and I made parole the first time up. I came out and kept doing the same thing.  

Thirteen years later, I got into it with a guy. You know when you hang in the streets, you act like the streets. It was an altercation, he hit me and I shot him. He didn’t die but I ended up back in the penitentiary and did seven years.  I did seven but this time, God got my attention and I came out a better man. I’m sixty-nine, now, and since then, I’ve been thinking about what God has been doing for my life. I’m grateful. He brought me out and I didn’t get trapped in the streets. 

You gotta take the world little by little. You can’t eat an elephant with one bite. What God delivers you from, he cleanses you and sends you back into it. So now, I minister to prisons in and outside of Kentucky. God has also led me to minister to the young people in the youth detention center. It’s prevention. Whoever would listen, I got something to say. Some people just love what they’re doing, so I have to have wisdom and discernment and know what and when to say things. I’ve been through a whole lot but God helped me overcome and I’m grateful to be alive.

Our church was out here and we walked this community. We prayed and anointed it with oil. We had these guys that came here from out of town, talking about they’re going to burn our city down - they can’t do that. This is our city. If we pray, God moves.

We can build new buildings and new stores but the only way that we’ll be able to build our neighborhood is if we’re giving our lives to God. But right now, we just got new stuff with the same mentality. We’ve got to change. I can’t blame somebody for what I’ve done. We need to take responsibility and God will help us and he’ll lead through danger, seen and unseen. That’s the way we can rebuild our neighborhood.” - Terry, Russell

Sahura Bast Nefer Ka, Parkland side of 26th & Broadway

Sahura Bast Nefer Ka, Parkland side of 26th & Broadway

“Right now, I’m overwhelmed with emotions. I know right from wrong. I know how important human life is but I’m hurt because it’s our lives that are undervalued. Our neighborhoods are disrespected. It’s my brothers, my nephews, my cousins, and my friends that are being killed and lied on. I’m angry and I’m hurt.

We need better leadership and better government officials. Maybe we need government officials that look like us and understand our struggle and our story. We need something different because the people that have been in office and the people that are running it are running it into the ground, starting with us first. I don’t believe in the violence but I understand it. I’m not going to participate in it. I’m gonna let each man handle their own consciousness. I’m gonna encourage each man to handle their own consciousness and their own safety.

My message to my community is to be vigilant, to pay attention to what’s going on around you on a deeper level, and don’t get tricked by the superficiality of it all. Understand that there’s an agenda. I would like the public to pay attention to House Bill 6666 and what other house bills because this is set up. There were no COVID cases in the West End for a month and a half before they opened the testing site in Shawnee Park. COVID didn’t get us, so they sent the national guard to finish the job that the virus couldn’t start or finish. That’s my message to the public.” - Sahura Bast Nefer Ka, Parkland side of 26th & Broadway

Domo, Russell

Domo, Russell

“Man, I’ve been living downtown all my life; I’m originally from the East End. I’ve been living in the West for mostly all my life. For me, growing up, I was raised around drugs, poverty, and violence. That’s all we know, that’s all we see. You know, fortunately, for me, I was able to rise above all of this and get a degree and whatnot. I try to do different stuff than what’s taken place down here in the hood. I got a whole lot of friends who ain’t make it nowhere, and still out here. Really, that’s how it’s been since I was a kid until now. I’m twenty-five, and it’s the same.

Honestly, just having a strong faith within myself has kept me focused. I didn’t really have too much motivation out here in these streets. I didn’t have any big homies or a support system at the crib. For me, it was just seeing everything that was going on and how people ended up on the path that they went and I just wanted something different for myself. That was really it for me. There were some things that I saw that made me want to go another route and I did. That’s what it was.

Life for me today? I’m still trying to grasp that. I’ve definitely risen above poverty. I’m in a way better position than where I was in previous days. Now, I’m trying to do the same thing. I’m trying to spark a change in the community. I work in the school system. I’m still figuring it out.

It’s been a couple of moments that’s changed my life. In high school, my brother got killed right over here on 10th Street. My mama went to prison for a couple of years. Shit, it’s been a whole lot of things out here. It helped mold me.

I was about eight or nine when my mama had to go down. She went to the penitentiary for about two years. She got into her whole little criminal enterprise thing back in the g and she had to go sit down and do that time. After seeing her go down for what she did, I had to stay with different people and was just thrown out here in these streets.

Fast forward to my sophomore year in high school, my brother was getting off work, right here at Wendy’s. He got in the car with a couple of dudes and they set him up. They dropped him off in front of his crib and smoked him right there and kicked him out of the car and kept going. God bless his soul. We don’t know who did it but just to wake up to that call was traumatizing. That’s my big brother, who I looked up to, my role model, he’s gone. I had no guidance left. It was just that.

I still had to stay strong and do what I had to do because I didn’t want to end up in the same place as my mom or my big brother. That’s how that happened. Since then, I’ve been grinding to stay out of any of those situations. I could’ve easily gone the other direction. I mean, shit, we live this close to the damn jail. That’s how easy it is. I came up in a time where all the real thugs and killers are gone. I can’t answer how I really stayed strong. I just give it to God.

My little brother and sister are my biggest motivation. I put them on my shoulders. I have to do everything to show them that we can rise up out of this. We don’t have to become a product of our environment.

My message to the world is that before anything, keep God first. You gotta find something within yourself and keep pushing at it. If you ain’t got a dream, I don’t know what’s in for you. You’ve got to have some type of motivation to push you harder every single day. “ - Domo, Russell

Precious with her son, Prince in Parkland

Precious with her son, Prince in Parkland

“I was nineteen when I had my son. Some days it’s a struggle. When you’re a single mother, it’s kind of hard but you get through it. You just have to make the best of it. Every day, I have a plan in my head, so I try to motivate myself to do better every day, so I can do better for him. Eventually, we will move out of the West End and move into a house. Eventually, I will own my own house and company. Other than that, we’re here. It’s not that bad.

He has a disability. He was born like that. We were comfortable enough to get an amputation when he was younger, so when he got older, he’d be able to move around and do stuff. He’s fine with it. The school, I love it. The kids don’t pick on him. He’s made a lot of friends. His personality is dope. My personality is dope. I handle that well.

He’s my motivation. He has one leg and I have two. I’m still trying to figure out where I need to go in life and he makes it like nothing’s wrong. He goes through life, every day like nothing’s wrong. He wakes up with a smile on his face. I look at that like I shouldn’t be upset about anything. I should wake up with a smile on my face and thank God that we’re breathing and we’re here and that nothing’s happened to us. We’ve been in good positions ever since.

I did struggle, you know, I was homeless for a long time, like for two years with him. It was before his surgery. I got out of that because I had him and I wanted him to have his own space. I wanted him to have his own home and for him to walk into his own home and be comfortable.

Being homeless was hard. I was sleeping on everybody’s couch. I was sleeping on the floor with my baby. I went to the shelter for a day and it was hard. I was never comfortable with where I was at. Sometimes people would try to put us out because we didn’t give them enough money or I just couldn’t come up with it. I would have a job and I would have problems with someone watching him. I’m a single mother. I’ve been a single mother since he came out. His dad is incarcerated.

I got us out of that situation. I didn’t want to be in that situation forever. Some people get comfortable because they don’t have those types of responsibilities and don’t want to pay bills. With me, I’m different. I wanted to get out and for us to have our own and ever since we ain’t went down. I was homeless for two years after I had him, he’s seven now and I’m in my 4th apartment. I ain’t never been evicted out or anything. I stay on top of everything with him. My sacrifices and my life is around him. It’s not about me no more, it’s about him. So, anything that I do is about him. I make it a good environment.

The West End is not as bad as people make it seem like. You just gotta stay focused and stay out the streets. It’s the best thing. If you got too much time on your hands and you’re out here, you’re not gonna be focused and you’re gonna get into stuff. That’s why I stay where I stay at. I stay in my crib with my baby. If we ain’t nowhere to go, we ain’t moving. If I don’t have to go to work, we ain’t going anywhere.

My dad passed away two years ago. He taught me so much stuff before he passed away. That’s who raised me. He taught me how to hustle and how to get out here and get it on your own and to not let anybody deprive you of who you are. I know how to dance and sing. He knows my talents but all it takes is for me to know. This year, I want it to be my year. I’m trying to get my own business. I want my own hair store. I’m trying to have something for our culture.

There’s a lot of suicides going on. You have to go through something to get through it. Life is not easy. You’re gonna go through a lot of stuff in life. It’s gonna get worse but you always have to keep your head up. Have some self-love. I gotta lot of self-love. I’ve never had that problem. People out here have depression but keep your head up and have faith and have a relationship with God. Make sure you pray and keep your family close to you. Stay positive and keep positive people around you. Love yourself because if you love yourself, you’ll get far.” -Precious with her son, Prince in Parkland

Dr. Phillip Williams of West End Family Dental, Russell

Dr. Phillip Williams of West End Family Dental, Russell

“I’ve always believed that a person was sent here for a particular job. My job was always dentistry. When I was a kid, all of my baby teeth rotted out. We basically had no toothbrush until I was five. I got a toothbrush when I started first grade. When you got to first grade, you got your toothbrush. Before that, my grandmother, who I lived with, instructed that the same washrag, that you wash your body with, you washed your mouth with. She would always say, “Wash your mouth!”. We ate molasses with every meal and with all of those carbohydrates and the fact that we had no specific oral hygiene instructions other than to wash your mouth with your washrag. All of my baby teeth were badly decaying and I wanted them out of there as soon as possible. So, I figured out a way to get them out, whether it was pain or no pain. When I figured out that those teeth would come out, I knew that with the teeth that came after, I would have a toothbrush and I managed to keep some teeth.

I was an army brat. My stepfather and my mom got married when I was in the third grade. We moved to Germany cause that’s where his assignment was and lo and behold, we had chores at that school. It was a military school, so it was set up a little differently. So, inside of the school, all of the kids had chores and mine was to help the dentist. We had a dentist stationed in elementary school. It just so happened that I was well and was kind of proper that I petitioned to help the dentist. I was so sensitized by my early experience. I wanted to learn everything that I could learn about teeth. It turned out to be two cool guys and I wanted to be cool like them. That made it even more of a drive to be a dentist. So, all through school, that was my motivation to get good grades. I knew I had to get into dental school and needed to have a certain grade point average to get there.

Once I got to college, I knew that dentistry would fit into my lifestyle. I wanted something that wouldn’t require that I had to stop drinking wine and go to work at 2 o’clock in the morning. It’s not like being a doctor and giving up your lifestyle. My lifestyle was partying, while I was in college. Dentistry had just fit right in and I stayed on the path. You think that when you get to biochemistry or organic chemistry and you see how hard it is for those subjects, you think to yourself that you can’t do it. My motivation was the lifestyle that I wanted to live and that dentistry was my passion. I didn’t like teaching. I thought that I could veer off and go to teaching because that would be quicker. I stayed on the path and went to dental school.

I got accepted after I got my requirements within three years. I went from Manual to undergrad at U of L, then down on Floyd and Preston, to dental school. It’s like all of my education was right on 1st Street. I grew up in Green County, Kentucky. I was born here in General Hospital. The University Hospital was General Hospital. When we came back from Germany, we lived in the West End. I went from the Cotter Homes to my Aunt’s. Then, you just moved in with your relatives. We came back and it was six of us, counting my mom. We all moved into a three-bedroom house in Cotter Homes. Everyone just slept where they could sleep. Then we moved to 28th and Greenwood to Park Hill and then to Beecher Terrace. We were all in the ghetto of the West End. I went from Parkland Junior High to Manual.

My mom’s iron rule was that she wanted you to be self-sufficient. She guided me and siblings to believe that whatever we would set our minds to, we could do it. She would tell us that we had enough intelligence to do something, so we had to do it. It was the parenting that kept me on the straight and narrow. I was blessed by God to have a destination when I got here. All of the things that he sensitized me to, has definitely put me on that the path that led me to where I am right now. The passion hasn’t left. It’s the same passion that I had when I pulled my first rotten tooth out. I pulled my sisters’ and brothers’ teeth, too. They were my first guinea pigs. I came up with a way to get their teeth out without hurting. I took a piece of ice and hold it on the gums and I would pull their teeth. I was fascinated. I would walk around saying, “You gotta loose tooth?”.

When I completed dental school, I wanted to come back to the impoverished area. When we lived in Beecher Terrace, we went to the dental clinic there. My mom made us go get checkups and I didn’t like going. I didn’t like the way they treated us in those kinds of places. When I went to the dentist, they were evil as heck and treated people like they were pieces of shit. I knew that wasn’t dentistry. That wasn’t the kind of dentist I was going to be. I told myself that when I finished dental school, I would be coming right here and make sure that the people in the community have a good choice and not just somebody who looks at you like you’re below their level. I made up my mind that this is where I was needed and this was where I was gonna practice.

I came out of dental school in 1977. I still had the love of the military. I could have come out and been an officer. I thought that I should use my skills and go into the military. I had all these student loans and thought that joining would take care of that. I went down there and didn’t pass the interview. The guy asked me one question. He asked me who won the World Series the previous year. I looked at him and said something that wasn’t the right answer. My curiosity wanted to know what that had to do with me coming into the service with the skillset that I had. Ask me something about my moral turpitude, not the World Series. He had made up in his mind that I didn’t look like who he wanted me to look like and ended the interview. I walked out and knew that I shouldn’t have gone there.

I knew that I would experience prejudice when I got back from Germany. In Germany, I was hot shit over there. I played baseball and I was an all-star. They’d put me on a pedestal over there. Germans loved black men. You couldn’t do any wrong. We even had a maid over there. Her name was Gerdy and she marveled over us. She would always tell us how beautiful we were. It was the complete opposite of how it was here. The black and white Americans, in Germany, formed a union because we were in a different country and we were all in the same boat. I could go to any swimming pool or theater.

When I got back here, I wasn’t allowed to go to the theater and if you do, you have to sit up on the upper level. You couldn’t go to the swimming pool, except on Tuesdays, because they’d changed all of the water on Wednesdays. It was messed up.

A month after the military interview, someone called me and told me that I didn’t get in. By that time, I had already spoken to a financial advisor and he brought me straight to this office and told me that this is where I needed to open up a practice. It was already a dental office and the equipment was still usable. There was antique equipment and the dentist who had already been there was there for about thirty or forty years. It just so happen that a tornado came through and hit Indian Hills and he got injured. When he got injured, he tried to still practice but his shoulder wouldn’t let him. He got tired and just left all of his equipment and ended up retiring. He didn’t try to sell it or anything. It was after he died, his wife wanted to get rid of it. My financial advisor picked up on it and brought me down here.

Then, when you went to the bank, as a dentist, they’d roll out the red carpet for you. They basically gave me a loan on my name. I cleaned up my credit and the bank took care of me. Nowadays, you come out of dental schools, your debt will make them not even look at you. Back then, they were not afraid to spend money. They even gave me a check to go get a car. They wrote me a six thousand check to go get a car and I went to the Buick place and got a car. That was 1977.

It’s my passion, my ministry and it’s what this area needs. I had no reason to look outside of this life; it was fulfilling. I would wake up every morning, wanting to come to work and still anxious up until it’s time for me to leave. People want a good choice where they can come and get treated the right way. They can come here and get high-quality services in their own neighborhood. I try to educate myself to fulfill that dream and I try to deliver from the time that I started practicing. There were some excursions but still, my roots were already grounded in what my dream was and I always got back to it.

When I got to dental school, there were two of us. It was Dr. Leon French and myself. We met in junior high school and in junior high, he told me what his life-long dream was and it was to be a dentist. I was like, “What? Me too!”. We used to hangout. He was a pastor’s son and he wasn’t a wild boy, either. We were both kind of nerdy, even though I developed a taste for wildlife, in college. We were both nerds. We both walked into dental school, wondering if there any more black people there. We looked around and checked and of course, there were a couple of blacks in the sterilization room, a couple of black dental assistants, and no black instructors. Eventually, there would be black instructors, after a couple of years being there but that school was white.

My chemistry professor, from undergrad, told us that if we wanted to get into dental school, we would have to make an application early. He said that because there was a push to get minority students in these institutions. We were qualified, so all we had to do was make an application. So we did and after three years of undergrad at U of L, we got accepted. We had to finish some requirements in summer school because we had to finish physics and organic chemistry. Still, we passed and walked in dental school in September 1977 and were the third and the fourth blacks to go to the University of Louisville’s dental school. Since then, there have been many more.

In dental school, we were the only blacks around and that was discouraging. We felt isolated and on an island by ourselves. We had a hunger for our own people. We wanted to hang with the fellas. I had plenty of classmates that were friends but that wasn’t it. It was just a big culture shock. I had an advantage over Leon because my family was in the service atmosphere. Leon grew up on 26th & Kentucky, right in the middle of the black area. He didn’t get around white people until we got into Upward Bound. He managed and was a comedian by his personality. He made it easier for me to get to know people because he was funny as heck. We tried to quit several times and there was a black lady, who worked in the minority recruitment office, who we would see every time we got discouraged. She would say, “Get ya’lls black ass back across that street. I don’t want to hear any more talk about quitting. You wanna quit and do what?”. We would say, “Yes, ma’am” and walk back over there.

It was discouraging being there because people don’t want you there because of the color of your skin. People weren’t going to give you the best breaks just because of your color. People are gonna think you’re inferior because of your color. They didn’t care but there were some people that pushed to see us successful. We knew that you had to be strong and couldn’t be a wimp inside of a world where people treat you bad all because of your skin color. It was treacherous.

See, you came up in a world and didn’t get to see that prejudice. You didn’t see when pools were segregated. There was this amusement park that didn’t allow blacks at all. When I got back from Germany, in 1964, we weren’t allowed to go there. It loosened up when Martin Luther King came here and did a sit-in. I got the see the transition in progress from segregation to integration.

Go into life with the attitude that you’re here for a reason. Whatever that reason is, it will come to you along the way. Prepare yourself. Listen to your parents. Parents have visions for you, just like they had one for themselves. I have a vision for my children. Follow that guidance and keep yourself spiritually in contact with the higher power. There is one. Only the higher power can fulfill that dream. So, be who you were sent here to be and you’ll figure it out. Just like me, you’ll be sensitized, you’ll be prepared and you’ll end up staying on the pathway if you just stay in tune.” Dr. Phillip Williams of West End Family Dental, Russell

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“One of the happiest moments of my life is when I became a mother. I always wanted a child and at one point, all of my friends were having kids and I had just given up hope on being a mother because it took me forever. I had my son in 2015 and I was excited, even when I wanted a girl. I have two boys, now.

It changed my life a lot. Right now, I’m waiting on my son to get off the bus. Being a single mother is one of the toughest things that I go through. They have the same father but he’s really not active in their life. I pray all the time and I’ve been making it. My oldest is in pre-k and this one is three months. I just stay prayed up.

I was taken away from my mother when I was six or seven, after being molested. I remember that. I went into foster care and my aunt’s baby dad’s mother did foster care at the time. Her name is Ms. Jewel and she took us in. I still see her at church, cause she actually goes to St. Stephen, which is where I go. That was a blessing instead of my sister and I getting split up.

In foster care, we were happy to still be in Louisville and still being able to see my parents. The sad part was when my mama would come to visit and she would have to leave. I remember looking out the window and crying, as she was leaving, wanting to go with her. Overall, I didn’t stay long because my granny, who is my dad’s mother, ended up getting custody of me and that’s who raised me to be who I am today.

Today, my granny helps me when I go to work. My kids don’t have to go to daycare because she watches them. I have a support system and that’s my granny. For real, most of these people in Lousiville only have their grannies and I’m blessed to have mine.

I often think about how life would have been if I had my mother and her having it together and not doing drugs. I think about her actually being there when I would get home from school. That’s on my mind all the time.

I really am trying to be the best mom that I can be. I don’t ever want to lose my kids. With that being said, I try to do right by them and, like I said, stay prayed up.

Right now, I’m just wanting a good-paying job. I have two jobs right now but I want one good one with a good 401k and benefits. You know, basically, I want some good benefits for me and my kids. I had interviews with GE and Ford and didn’t get those jobs. I also had one with Spectrum and I didn’t get that one because I didn’t have the experience. It’s hard but I’m not giving up. I’m actually going to try for Humana because I heard they were about to start hiring.

For real, at the end of the day, God keeps me going. I got my faith. My granny raised me, so I’ve always been spiritual and I know that God makes things possible. That keeps me motivated and focused. My kids also keep me motivated. Their beautiful smiles keep me here.

I wanna tell our women that our world would be a better place if we knew our worth and stand up tall and never settle for less. If a man cheats, let it go! There’s a lot of women that belittle themselves for drugs and men and I feel like we should pray every day, stay strong for our babies, and put our kids first. Let God lead, not a man. Don’t let a man bring you down and manipulate you. We are queens! Know your worth and take care of our kids. Don’t do it just for social media but in real life. Out the mud, do whatever you gotta do for your kids and put them first. We should get ahold of ourselves and put ourselves and God first and everything will prosper.

I know I went through trials and tribulations and I know there are people that went through worse. I experienced a lot of things that showed me that some things aren’t worth it and that we should have peace and happiness. The only way to that is by staying ten toes down and prayer. If you have kids, handle your business and everything else will fall in place. That’s how I feel.” - Linda and her son, Elijah in Park DuValle

Often Seen Rarely Spoken, Russell

Often Seen Rarely Spoken, Russell

“This is all based around the Russell neighborhood. These murals are apart of an initiative and they wanted them all to be community-based. We did some research and went to community meetings and reached out to some people who live in the neighborhood on what would be good content. The neighborhood was coined, “Louisville’s Harlem” and it was one of Louisville’s first neighborhoods and still Louisville’s biggest neighborhood.

We wanted to depict the old school side, over here, with these two influential people from Russell. We have a streetcar, from the early 1900s, that they quit running in Louisville in the forties. We just went with a historic vibe with the gold and the fleur de lis and gave it a more classic feel.

On this side, we went with a real progressive feel with a more contemporary and new-age vibe. We want to honor the pioneers on one side but give inspiration on the other. We went with a quote that says, “The future belongs to those who believe in the beauty of their dreams.” We put a bunch of kids in grown-up job outfits. There are kids with astronaut and scientist outfits on. You know, you want to grow up and be so much. When you’re growing up, we want people to keep following their dreams and not give up.

We started this six days ago and interacting with the community has been sick, everybody’s been really receptive. The business owners around here have been giving us water for our supplies. All the youngsters are getting photos in front of it but everyone’s been receptive and there’s been zero negativity.

We learned this craft through the streets by painting graffiti. That was a big challenge. We’ve been to jail for doing this shit. We had to pay for doing this shit, instead of getting paid to do it. That took a decade-plus of learning. In the meantime, we were working normal jobs, too, and that’s a struggle. For creatives, it’s tough being pent up in the office, doing something that you don’t want to be doing. We even took a little bit of a hit in money to be able to pursue this. We’re only three years into this and our business isn’t quite where we want it, so that’s been a bit of a struggle. The struggle provides something good. It’s good to grit your teeth and chase that shit.

We have big goals and we’re not going to let shit get in our way. This mural is a step in the right direction for us, for Louisville, and the program that they have going on. But our goals are much bigger. We’re just hungry. Painting in this fashion is addicting. We want to be bigger and better.

I had people in my life tell me that I could be anything that I wanted to be. It’s tough to believe it but you really can be whatever you want in this world. You just have to chase it and put in the time. You can be and do whatever you want.” - Often Seen Rarely Spoken, Russell

Herb, Owner of Kentucky Sol & Competitors Edge located in Russell

Herb, Owner of Kentucky Sol & Competitors Edge located in Russell

“We’re in a good place, man. Personally, I got hit when I was 18 years old, in 1992, a gunshot. I used to play football for Louisville. My journey has always been about well-being, you know, trying to heal the injuries and mental scars. I was just trying to find my way to function in life. My whole thing has been with this physical challenge, that I’ve been faced with. That’s with trying to remove myself from it, whether that be getting out of the wheelchair or making it as comfortable for me to maneuver as possible. With that being said, it starts with what I put in my body. I went on a spiritual journey because I wasn’t spiritually grounded.

We grew up on the block, in the neighborhood, like everyone else. We were barbecuing every day and everyone would come over to the house. We would grill big ribs and chicken all the time. My pops died sick. My moms died sick. My oldest brother died sick and I got another brother that’s about 500-600 pounds. I’ve been conscious and I watch it. I also look out for my family and friends.

One of the guys that was doing some artwork for me turned me on to Dr. Sebi. I looked dude up and told myself that I had to go see him before they kill him. I was turned on to him in 2014. Then me and my wife went to go see him in 2015. We stayed a month in Honduras because that’s where his village is. He wasn’t there because he was healing someone in Africa, who was a politician, by bringing him back to health.

We were with Dr. Sebi’s family for about three weeks and they told me that he wanted to meet me. The last week we were there, we were wondering where Dr. Sebi was because we still didn’t get to meet him. We were told that he got locked up. With that being said, the information that Dr. Sebi gave me was so valuable that if you follow it, it’s flawless. Most people just don’t have the discipline. A lot of people are kickin’ it so much that they aren’t interested in planting a garden and eating out of it.

I wanna make it as simple as possible for my people in my community. If possible, I would like a greenhouse attached to a restaurant. We just need the tools to have our own greenhouse and restaurant and give the people other options than just chicken and pills. We got CBD for them - a natural way for the body to heal itself. We’re not healing ourselves with forty ounces, fried chicken and Xannies. We will never see our superpowers. All of our babies are going to be sick and fat and whose fault is it? It’s ours because they’re following us. The kids are just doing what they’re seeing us do. So, if I can’t teach and show them how to be better, in my environment, then I’m just the biggest hypocrite as anybody else. You know, that’s just talking about praying about something that I have no intention of changing. The hypocrisy.

They demonize marijuana so badly that it’s frowned upon. Anything associated with the hemp plant is perceived as bad. The misconception is that it’s bad. People aren’t even doing the research on the medicinal health benefits that a cannabinoid system that puts in balance. These things are natural, from nature. The truth is that it’s not very affordable because most people can’t afford it. Insurance companies won't’ cover it. I mean, you can afford what you want. If you want health and well-being, people will pay for it. I just choose not to do certain things for my health. They should make it where the insurance would pay for it. If they did it would be nice but I’d like to see everybody get on it because the insurance is pushing dope and pills. That ain’t curing nothing - you won’t feel anything. Ain’t nothing going away.

I’m here. I’m going to do it by example. One day, we’ll be able to make a franchise amongst all the hoods. I wanna have a health and wellness center with a gym and information connected to it. I want us to be apart of it and learn and take care of ourselves. These grocery stores ain’t doing it. Look at the stores they offer us. Kroger’s not doing it. The Kroger down here has the worst produce in the city. We have to go out someplace to get quality produce. We got Family Dollars that give us chips and shit on every corner. What are our babies supposed to eat?

It’s important for people to want to learn and do better. We have to understand our bodies, our temple. We’re so busy going to serve and we forget to take care of our temple. We’re frustrated.

If anybody is coming to look for any kind of well-being, we’re gonna have more information than just the CBD. It’s important for someone to be health-conscious and willing to give back. When we partner with Chef Space, we want a mobile smoothie bar - hemp smoothies. If I can drink my nutrition, it’ll all be better. Plus, smoothies will make you smile, too. I love ‘em.

I grew up on Southwestern Parkway, which is direct across the street from Shawnee Park. I would walk across the street every day. Growing up in the West End, we didn’t have any family from here. My mother uprooted from St. Louis and came here. It was cool. I was the youngest of five boys. With four older brothers, I didn’t have too much trouble in the neighborhood. Everybody knew them and knew me and they could hold their own. It was just basketball, sports and running the streets. I had both parents in the house, so there was never really any foolishness. I wasn’t into drugs nor was I selling drugs. I kept my “C” in school because I didn’t like school and I knew it was a means to an end. I played ball. I hooped, played football and ran track. I had a good time. I wish I would have played basketball till my senior year. They said that we could’ve won the championship if I would’ve played. I stopped to focus on football because I had a scholarship to go to UofL and my coach told me to get off the court and hit up the weight room.

Man, I ran through Shawnee Park, Park Hill, and Southwick. It was just cool and we was all tight. I had a ball in my hand and we went from court to court. By the time you come home, you’re tired. You’d chase a girl or two, clean up and go back to school and do it all over again. That was just my life until I was eighteen.

When I was eighteen, it was football. I came back and started as a freshman - I started like five or six games at UofL, as a running back. I came back and in the 1992 season, I got shot. My running days were over. I had to readjust.

If I didn’t have that foundation - like my parents and brothers, I could’ve gone insane. I’m still holding it together. With the readjustment, the hardest part was my coach seeing me. My offensive coordinator from UofL came to see me while I was in rehab. I was trying to learn how to not only live again but sit up. I couldn’t even sit up on the edge of the bed without falling. I had to learn how to do everything sitting down until I’m running again. I’m not sitting in here, on purpose, like I’m not trying to get out of this motherfucker. You’ll see me moving and dancing around. I’m sick of it and I deal with it. That’s what it is.

I would be so frustrated if I waited on somebody. I’m married and she’s not domestic. She’s a CPA, an accountant, so she goes to work and gets her money. We’re growing as people. The frustrations are real because I have frustrations with myself and not being to do things as fast. I project it on other people and tell them that they should but that expectation shouldn’t come out of my mouth because everything is a blessing. So, if I want something done, I just have to take my time and do it, whether it’d be mopping the floor or doing dishes. I just take my time. Nobody owes me anything. It’s just one thing at a time. I had to readjust my thinking.

The fact that I ain’t got nothing to do, keeps me motivated. There’s nothing else to do but get better. If you’re not trying to improve yourself every day, what are you doing? If you ain’t trying to make someone else better, what are you doing? I ain’t gotta wait on nobody to go running or exercising. I’m gonna take off! If somebody wanna get with it, they can get with it but waiting is for the birds, man.

Take care of yourself and don’t expect anybody to love you like you love you. Get with people that love themselves. You know when people are in self-inflicted nonsense, that’s what you call S.I.N. You know when people are stabbing themselves. You just gotta stay out the way and pick healthier friends. Be mindful of who you fool with and be conscious of your choices and be conscious of your choices. Don’t just be bored and wanna be entertained. That’s the problem. We’re programmed and not trained. We’re programmed to T.V. and we don’t have a creative thought in our brain. Shut that shit off. Be the creative gods that we are. That’s what it is.” Herb, Owner of Kentucky Sol & Competitors Edge located in Russell

“I have basically been here all my life. I lived in the East End once but we came back here. My mama loves the West End. It was pretty cool, growing up. It’s not about where you live but how you live. My mama didn’t let us run the streets. What peop…

“I have basically been here all my life. I lived in the East End once but we came back here. My mama loves the West End. It was pretty cool, growing up. It’s not about where you live but how you live. My mama didn’t let us run the streets. What people say they see, I don’t really see. It’s about how you run your environment. With my kids, I don’t let them run the streets. It’s pretty cool to me. If you don’t bother anybody, they won’t bother us.

We need more people to come together. We need a place for the kids to be active. We got the Boys & Girls’ Club but it ain’t how it used to be. I would like to see the West End more healthy. We need more healthy food spots because they keep giving us all this bad stuff. I’m the go-to healthy person.

I like to promote good health and that’s physical, mental and financial health. I’m all about bringing black people in the West End to be more in tune with their spiritual health. We need healthy relationships within families. We just need to be healthy.

I’m more passionate about physical health. I work out every day and I would love to see people out here working out, too. I walk around the West End every morning and I would love to see more people doing it.

People look at mental health and automatically think that someone is crazy. Everybody can see a counselor. Black people can see a therapist! We need somebody to talk to, as well. We all need to be able to vent without talking to someone that will judge them because a lot of people feel like the people they’re around will judge them. They’ll just keep a lot of stuff in and that can make a person go crazy.

I’m more spiritual than religious. I don’t want to put God and religion together because I feel like everyone has their own outlook. Everybody needs a connection with God, outside of religion. Even if you pray every day, that helps - that mentally helps. I’m not going to put everything on the church. I understand that some people do need the church to go to because if they didn’t have the church, they wouldn’t do what they do. They need a sanctuary but everybody doesn’t need one. Some people can be in the comfort of their own homes and still have a relationship with God. I just don’t feel like you have to be this religious person that goes to church every Sunday and pay your tithes. You don’t have to do that to be in-tune with God.

I got three kids and they are who I do it for. I want them to do everything I did better. I even want them to eat right and have better eating habits than me. I want them to have better spiritual and mental habits.

Growing up, I wasn’t always the best kid. I lost my kids because my son was taking after me and his daddy. I was doing things, of course, because I was around his daddy. So, it wasn’t like I was a bad person. I just met a guy and we’re being kids but my son took after us. He was coming up and doing things and at one point I lost focus and I gave him a whooping because he did something really bad. I got my kids taken away and I had to overcome that because I was just out here and I didn’t have any other reason to be out here without my kids. I had to get them back and I did everything I was supposed to do. I overcame it and got them back and they’re not going anywhere else.

In that process, I had to take care of my mental health. I had to get more in-tune with myself. I started seeing a counselor and I realized that it wasn’t as bad as everyone thought it was. It was what I needed. Everything that I been through got me where I am today and I feel like I’m on a good and healthy path.

My motto is, “Either you’re gonna build or bullshit?”. Are you gonna do better or stay in the same position that you’re in? Are you working to be a better person? Every day you get a chance to be better than before. If everybody did their part, it would be better. So, are you gonna build or bullshit?” - Antwanette, Russell